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Controlologists & librarians

This has been a blog post in the making for a few months now after I left a Pilates session and realized how similar fabulous controlologists, the term Joe Pilates gave to his now namesake physical workout, and librarians are.

The studio I belong to is owned and operated by Nuhar, whose background in physical therapy led her to become an instructor and run a studio focused on the original and basic formula Pilates created. It’s not a loud obnoxious space packed with people with pulsating music churning out attendance numbers like newer studios are doing. And that absence creates the environment to take what we’re doing seriously. With focus and control, we’re stretching, moving, and strengthening our muscles. A skilled instructor like Nuhar is the crux: to use the apparatus or simply just a mat and have us leave stronger and flexible. She’s attentive to everyone’s body that day and any day they show up. She’s correcting moves and adjusting positions to ensure we’re getting the most out of the exercise while also demonstrating it herself AND cueing us at the same time. And she takes requests and completely adapts a 45-minute session based on a body part, an ache or pain, or a piece of equipment someone wants to use. I can only imagine that Nuhar’s brain is like Temple Grandin’s, with one comment like “foam roller”, Nuhar’s memory of endless exercises using a foam roller melds cohesively into a full session in the span of a minute or two of computation.

So why did I bring up librarians? I think we’re similar to contrololgists. Why? We curate an environment to take information seeking and gathering seriously. We focus on strengthening minds through the act of learning and reading and skill-building. We’re attentive to everyone’s needs and act accordingly. And in a series of conversations we’re matching books and resources to someone’s information needs. In the span of a few minutes of readers advisory, handfuls of books spin through my mind to share with that person (plus maybe a few recent articles or a newsreel I watched).

Working the body, working the mind. Isn’t that the perfect combination?

 
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Posted by on August 30, 2026 in Miscellaneous, Reflections

 

Field tripping to the Con

For the fifth year in a row, I’ve brought a group of high schoolers from my Japanese Culture Club (formerly Anime Club) to a local comic con, Saratoga Comic Con, that is put on twice a year: once in the fall and once in the spring, and we alternate the season we attend.

There has been a cut of grant money that covers our enrichment club’s cost to attend each year for the last few years allowing the students to have the school bus and entrance fee paid for which makes it enticing to spend five hours on a Saturday to attend when their money can go toward items from the hundreds of vendors there. Undoubtedly, they’ll get hooked and another favorite part of the day is running into former students there on their own enjoying the con. A requisite picture is always taken.

This year’s trip was no different than in years past– I end up feeling an immense love toward all of the kids that attend because they are overjoyed to attend, see and take pictures with those that are cosplaying, buy items with their favorite characters, and spend time with each other. They are a solid group of awesome teens. They were screaming before they even got off the bus. I wouldn’t trade this yearly field trip for anything. My sights, eventually, with enough money, would be to get a group down to New York City for their annual con.

And as is my practice, I cosplayed a favorite character. For five years running I have been Kiki from Kiki’s Delivery Service, Erica Slaughter from Something is Killing the Children, red blood cell from Cells at Work, Coco from Witch Hat Atelier, and Kamala Khan aka Ms. Marvel. I’m already starting to think about next year’s outfit since it’ll be coming up in November.

I’m grateful to one of our culinary instructors, who wore a dapper Pokemon button up, and one parent for attending (as he has done in years past) to wrap our arms around our happy kids who gladly pose for a picture at the end to commemorate the day. It’s a photo I cherish each year that we do this.

 
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Posted by on May 5, 2026 in Events, Reflections

 

Author visits: It’s all worth it

This year, our library celebrated fifteen years of author visits with our twentieth author. It was a phenomenal day with Gail Jarrow. One that our students, staff, and I won’t soon forget from her fantastically gross images on screen to her deep knowledge of science and history. Couple it with thoughtful questions from the students, and books (free to them through a grant) to have her sign, each student had a personalized experience with her. Plus, it was captured by our dedicated communications staff person who popped up throughout the day to capture it all for which I’m grateful to have the memories that will last afterward but also from better angles and more creative shots with a fancy camera than I could ever get.

It’s been one week and I’m still thinking about it daily. This one but also the ones that came before it.

No one will say author visits are easy. In fact, every year I get frustrated at least once (an understatement) and tell my colleague that I’m never doing it again, but, like childbirth, here we are fifteen years later (though because I had twins, I only did childbirth once so I kind of cheated). Yet, what keeps me doing it year after year is the students. I have received messages years after students have graduated talking about memories of author visits. I look back at the folder of pictures from visits and see the smiling faces. I see the statistics of increased book check out. I hear the teachers talking.

Often the frustration lies with funding, policies, and procedures. Unnecessarily complicated. Not student-centered. Procedures made up by people far removed from the everyday grind of making it happen. But I won’t dwell on the negative. Simply to share that it’s all worth it.

 

The day after the Youth Media Awards

With a snowstorm hitting much of the eastern seaboard, it was to be expected that Monday would be a snow day. For colleagues like my friend Stacey Rattner who builds a fever pitch of excitement about the Youth Media Awards at her elementary school, it was disappointing to not have the day together in the gym, but she pivoted. For me, I was happy to have uninterrupted time to watch it (with a glass of champagne in celebration) at home. I could make my notes, I could tag favorite books and authors who won, and text colleagues on committees to cheer on their work.

And there was plenty of notes, tags, and texts!

While it runs a bit long when publishers and imprints are listed along with titles and creators and committees select a handful of honor titles that deepen the bench for celebration, my happiness was elevated throughout. Highlights included three celebrations of Candace Fleming- two for career achievement recognition and one for winning the Excellence in Nonfiction award for Death in the Jungle. A second was a sustained recognition of Cynthia Leitich Smith’s editing of Legendary Fry Bread Drive-In is worth noting. With its recognition in the Odyssey category, I might have to go back and listen to it because it was magical the first time in print, so I might want a second experience as an audiobook now.

An early favorite to see was Arriel Vinson’s new talent award for her debut Under the Neon Lights. I had the pleasure of moderating a panel for School Library Journal last year for which she was a shining part. And I have catching up to do in categories like Stonewall and Schneider Family because there were some titles that hadn’t come across my desk that I will be on the search for. Similarly, I pay special attention to the Batchelder awards because I’ve found them to be particularly moving or fun (in the case of John the Skeleton by Laan last year)

And last, all the love to the Coretta Scott King illustrator award to R. Gregory Christie for The Library in the Woods and written by Ramsey whose message and moving art is a must-read and happiness that Insectopolis: A Natural History by Kuper that I had on my year-end top ten list for adult nonfiction was recognized by the Alex Award as a book with special teen appeal. To validate that, we had it in our high school collection already and I enthusiastically shared it with a girl who was looking for a book about insects and bugs- I told her I had the perfect book for her.

I’ll ride the high of the celebration of all of the committees’ work to get to this point and recognize the talent of all of the creators of these amazing books by adding more to my endless TBR and looking out for new content by them as well.

And the first book on my list to read that I hadn’t heard about before that was a Stonewall honor will be He’s So Possessed With Me by Liu.

Was there a moment that you were jumping up and down about? Or a book that is now at the top of your list to read?

 

Crafting for the new year

I’ve advised for our school’s Japanese Culture Club, formerly Anime Club for eighteen of the nineteen years I’ve been a high school librarian. I could wax poetic about the students I’ve met over the years who I have watched grow up and the activities that we have participated in along the way that give me warm and fuzzy feelings including a recent summer trip to Japan with six high school boys. So here’s one more.

Our club meets weekly for an hour and a half, sometimes two hours if we have fewer weeks in a month to have club. For our first meeting back in the new year, I wanted us to focus on Japanese new year traditions. I read articles. I watched videos. And shimekazari caught my eye– a decoration that is either purchased or homemade, which is placed at torii gates of shrines in the new year to keep evil spirits away. They function the same way in homes. Brilliant! I moseyed over to the craft store and filled a cart of items to create our own while watching anime (which is the mainstay of the club).

Fast forward two hours and as I walked out to my car with my own shimekazari in hand, I couldn’t help but be excited about their excitement at creating their own.

One student made hers “matcha themed” with lots of green, others leaned into the floral aspects, while others leaned into the paper aspects all to create unique hangings to ward off evil. Their creativity knew no bounds. When it comes together to be an authentic experience that is low-pressure to combat the high-pressure everyday school experience, I consider it a win. Often at the end of the year, these kinds of activities are the ones they remember the most, surprisingly. I know I will every time I look it hanging up.

 
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Posted by on January 8, 2026 in Miscellaneous, Reflections

 

Best of 2025: Middle grade and YA

And we’ve arrived at Friday, five days worth of top 10 lists from reading this year. To say that I’m a reader is an understatement. It’s a part of me in every way from my profession to my personality.

Books for teens are my bread and butter being a high school librarian, so it is hard to arrive at a top ten. Top twenty or thirty would be better. You’ll see some heavy hitters- authors like Candace Fleming, Gail Jarrow, Marissa Meyer, Kate Messner. I’ve got authors like Suzanne Collins riding a new wave of fans of the Hunger Games with the emotional wreck that is Sunrise on the Reaping. There are debut authors like Vinson writing about the skate rink (shoutout to Midstate where I spend many Saturday mornings and several birthdays and slow skating to Whitney Houston’s I Will Always Love You hand-in-hand with a crush). The fantasy world that Rundell built in the sequel which was exquisite and creative. And last, a thinker of a book, the dark and tragic but strong and powerful Lady or the Tiger by Herrman.

Were there favorites of yours on any of the lists? Others that you’d want to add? I’ll be writing throughout 2026 so if there’s any focus that would be beneficial, leave a comment.

 

Best of 2025: Graphic novels and comics

We’re close to the end! Today’s top 10 are graphic novels and comics that were my favorites of the year, graphic novels that taught me, entertained me, made me feel something, and inspired me (to cosplay that is!) I always say one of the indicators for me is whether I’d want the art on my wall and that’s the case with any of these.

It’s not a secret that graphic novels are here to stay and if these are any indication of their amazingness, they’ll be around forever. Hats off to the illustrators or the creators that do double duty as author AND illustrator.

What do you look for in great graphic novels and comics?

 

Best of 2025: Picture books

As promised, Wednesday’s list are for picture books. Whether I see them recommended in library journals, bookish websites, or from my favorite human recommender, Stacey Rattner (the Leaping Librarian), I have favorites and it’s usually because they hit me in the feels.

I was a fan of Guojing when she published Oasis (hint: you might see that on an upcoming list), so when I read The House That Floated, I realized I’m just a big fan of her concepts and art- in this case a wordless picture book.

Khorram is known for his YA and now adult romances but his love, as a Persian of tea, led him to write the picture book that I’ve been waiting so long to pub and it finally arrived in 2025. Tea IS love. I love whimsy as evidenced by other titles on this list and heartfelt. What do you look for in picture books?

 
 

Best of 2025: Manga & manhwa *READ* in 2025

My top 10 lists each year always capture the books published in that year, however manga and manhwa are notoriously difficult to capture year by year in part because the American release of a title isn’t synchronous with the Japanese publication. And because a series can go on for quite some time, if the series is discovered after a publication date many years ago, I can obsessively read through the series without waiting for the next volume. The opposite it also true, a first volume released in 2025 where the wait may be long to see the next volume.

So this list is the only list where the specific volume I’m on may not have been published in 2025, but these were my favorites read this year. However, Maid to Skate should be on your to-be-read list and it comes out… TODAY! I read an advanced copy thanks to Netgalley which is why I am able to put it on the list and celebrate its delightfulness.

As with my adult titles from yesterday, I like dark stuff and The Strange House is no different. I also was into apocalyptic stories which is why The Color of the End and Touring After the Apocalypse make appearances. I can juxtapose that with the friendly story of Frieren and friends, the chill girls night and winter camping in Laid Back Camp and the humor of a former yakuza turned househusband.

Needless to say, I’ll endlessly fill my days with manga and manhwa new and old any day of the week.

Stay tuned for tomorrow’s reveal of the top 10 picture books.

 

Best of 2025: Adult comics, fiction, and nonfiction

Kicking off a week of my top 10 with categories including adult titles, middle grade and YA, manga and manhwa, picture books, and graphic novels, comics, and manga for teens.

The titles ranged from nonfiction including memoir to investigative nonfiction to emotional essays about kitchen objects, comics featuring murder (I think I have a type), and fiction the features witches that continues to remind me of my love of learning that I lean toward nonfiction in general.